The woman is “short and pale and rail-thin and androgynous”. When Machado meets her abuser – the woman is never named – she is completely smitten. And yet, she says, one of the bleaker side effects of writing the book was the realisation that “Oh, damage can be permanent.” At 33, she is as far from the version of herself depicted in the book as it is possible to get: happily married to a woman called Val employed at the University of Pennsylvania, and with a thriving literary career – Machado’s short story collection, Her Body and Other Parties, was a finalist for the US National Book Award in 2017. Machado is sitting across from me in the bar of her hotel in New York, on a brief visit from her home in Philadelphia. The book, which is divided into fragments each cleaving to a different literary genre, is an attempt, at some 10 years’ distance, to make sense of the experience of her early 20s, when she was not only trapped in a house with a woman who gave every appearance of wanting to destroy her, but trapped in a relationship trope – an abusive lesbian partnership – not widely recognised as even existing. C armen Maria Machado is by temperament a fiction writer and writing In the Dream House, her memoir of surviving an abusive relationship, was in some ways a long and horrible experiment.
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